I'm messed up, black and blue,
I fall and I crash and I break too,
But I still find a way to get through,
And I still find my way back to you,
I still make it through all the pain,
I get back up even when I fall again,
My soul is fragile but it's mine to reign,
I never show weaknesses, but I never feign,
Inside my head there's a cold war,
And I still have my strength to restore,
Everytime it gets hard I remember that I swore,
I will never again go knocking on deaths door,
Look me in the eyes and tell me I'm okay,
Instead of putting my disorder on display,
You said I'm beautiful it's such a cliché,
You tore my heart to serve it in a buffet,
I tried to sail away from your storm,
I had forgotten what it's like to have a home,
You Left my world colourless, monochrome,
Scattered my soul from here to Rome,
Yet here I am looking up, unafraid,
Even though my heart might be decayed,
You didn't help me when my body swayed,
You let go and I watched your shadow fade,
I'm no longer alive with your affection,
I don't see myself in my own reflection,
If you approach me you'll be met with rejection,
I'm an empress ready for my resurrection.
Amy x
