Just a cancer patient
Maybe it was just a dream
having chemicals in my bloodstream
feeling the burn that would make me scream
so much pain preventing my beam
maybe it was my brain's reaction to fear
maybe it was the lack of air
waiting for the symptoms to appear
it didn't make sense when they said all clear
feels like living in a trap
mind can't keep up with all the crap
lost in the middle of nowhere without a map
pain attached to me like a shoulder strap
4 needles on each arm
they said treatment Would Do no harm
they also said the fifth one was a charm
but then they stopped when they heard the alarm
Amy x
