Love is a rabbit hole and I'm a foolish child,
I fell through it and found myself in the wild,
vulnerable, alone in the darkness, I felt reviled,
It felt like my soul was eternally exiled,
I'm damaged, nothing left to mend,
I don't trust a lover, I don't trust a friend,
I'm crawling, looking for the shallow end,
This is difficult for me to comprehend,
Is this what everyone's raving about?
Spilling water in the middle of a drought,
Running from emotions, forever on the lookout,
A heart bleading like a broken spout..
This isn't magical, it's simply grotesque,
I was told love was a beautiful statuesque,
But now I'm sat on my lonely writing desk,
Thinking what a ridiculous lie, It's burlesque..
Amy x
