Thought it was all well,
I thought I’d be fine,
But the visions brought me hell,
And the weight crushed my spine,
Confusion and anger was all I felt,
My thoughts spinning out of control
Knees weak and on the ground I knelt,
And the pain swallowed me whole,
I say I’m fine but I don’t know if it’s true,
The panic is rising more and more,
Friends worry, family has no clue,
I spend hours heaving on a bathroom floor,
Reality sinks in and lights go out,
Blood runs cold and it shakes my core,
My judgement clouded, mind laced with doubt,
Am I getting better? I’m not so sure anymore,
Amy x
