Hands on my neck, choking me...
I try to scream but there’s no sound,
Vision turning blurry, I can’t see...
Limbs go numb and I fall to the ground,
I’m drowning in an ocean of pain,
I shut my eyes but I can’t sleep,
The one love that kept me sane,
Is lost now, and all I can do is weep,
Tell me how I’m supposed to survive,
When all I can think about is my fear,
There’s a part of me you can not revive,
It was shot point blank earlier this year,
Every breath is like a knife to my heart,
I beg the people I love to be patient, to stay,
Every day, I feel like I’m being ripped apart,
But I fake laugh so that they don’t walk away,
Please forgive me for being a bad friend,
I really don’t mean to, I’m trying my best,
I ask for your help but I don’t hit send,
Instead, I just tear up and clutch my chest,
-Amy x
